*-sharon // ex-cedarian // status:loved&loving.
Date: 22 March 2005
Time: 8:20 p.m.
Subject: moved.
ok rite. i'm moving blog. heh. new blog.
yayy.
relink, ppl!
taa~
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Date: 14 March 2005
Time: 4:03 p.m.
Subject: randoM
okayyy. my throat is sore. and my nose is behaving like a damn waterfall. roars. and i have a ton of work to catch up with. thanks to all the skipped lectures and tutorials. haha. dont you think the song in the previous entry so totally rocks? ok, tt was a random statement. but the song really does rock. lol. anyhoos. i'm going to miss TP. :( 05S30 especially. for some weird reason, i think i'll miss TP's pe lessons very much. and maths lectures too. cos half the class will juz be stoning away. aww. ok. i shall not get emotional. lol. oh well. 4i bbq this wed! co-organized by RG, as belle said. wheee. cant wait. miss 4i loads. which reminds me. I MISS CEDAR.
roars.
if only there was a Cedar JC or sth.
reserved for cedarians only.
oooh.
sounds nice.
lol.
i'm officially going nuts la.
the rest of the entry is gonna be totally random.
so you should just skip it.
for your own good.
hurhur.
you effing, stealing SOAB.
you ought to just get lost.
i cant stand you.
although i dont know you all that well.
but i still dislike you.
for wad you've done.
so yeah.
just get lost.
please.
ooh.
belle and i know a secret abt a certain someone's blog.
hurhur.
hushush.
lol.
its super scary and unbelieveable.
erpx.
and crashing aj tt day was funnn.
cos alot of teachers were absent.
and her class is so freaking scanadalous.
belle's, i mean.
lol.
and i found a few pri sch friends in aj!
yay.
at least i know quite a few pple there.
and db's there too!
although arts and science rarely get to meet.
hurhur.
oh man.
this entry is too long.
and too random.
bah.
chem calls.
what the hell is a mass spectrometer?!
roars.
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Date: 12 March 2005
Time: 3:13 p.m.
Subject: =)
Did I hear you right? 'Cos i thought you said, Lets think it over. You have been my life, And I never planned, Growing old without you. Shadows bleeding through the light,
Where the love once shined so bright,
Came without a reason.
Don't let go on us tonight,
Love's not always black and white,
Why haven't I always loved you? And when I need you
You're almost here
And I know thats,
Not enough.
And when I'm with you,
I'm close to tears,
'Cos you're only almost here. I would change the world,
If I had a chance,
Oh won't you let me.
Treat me like a child,
Throw your arms around me,
Oh please protect me.
Bruised and battered by your words,
Dazed and shattered now it hurts.
Oh havent I always loved you? And when I need you
You're almost here
And I know thats,
Not enough.
And when I'm with you,
I'm close to tears,
'Cos you're only almost here. Bruised and battered by your words,
Dazed and shattered now it hurts Haven't I always loved you?
But when i need you,
You're almost here
Well I never knew how far behind I left you
And when I hold you,
You're almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
And now I'm with you,
I'm close to tears
'Cos I know I'm almost here.
Only almost here
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Date: 08 March 2005
Time: 6:52 p.m.
Subject: heh
carmel says to update, so here i am. roars. i'm bored. and kinda sick. grr. JAE choices are in. fingers crossed again. only two choices submitted. 1)aj. 2)tp. the rest are either too far, too stressful or too slack. hmm. aj's uniform kinda rocks too. whee. and darling dearly beloved is staying on. so i'm once again indebted to her! lol. apparently the cedarians in aj for PAE created a sorta blue army. cos the uniform's so darn unique. whee. CEDAR ROCKS.heeesh. so few more days to wear the uniform! cries. i'm so going to keep one set of uniform in my cupboard. for memories' sake. school's beeN darn fun. but i miss ain like crapozoidic crap lah. grr. i banged my head on the table today. cos i was too busy laughing to see where my head was going. and munirah laughed at me! lol. been skipping a whole load of lessons recently. dunno why, just no mood to sit through the lesson. its fun skipping and juz hanging around and gossiping. lol. fmaths is getting quite boring. roars.
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Date: 28 February 2005
Time: 7:56 p.m.
Subject: :):):):):):):):):)
:olevel results were quite good, i must say. improved by 5 points from prelims. now, that is something to celebrate. :) heh. finally something good has happened in 2005. maybe the year wont be so bad afterall. its literally my first piece of good news. so yeah. i'm gonna slack the day away. and finally decide btwn ajc and tpjc tmr. nites.
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Date: 14 February 2005
Time: 5:57 p.m.
Subject: vday
s&s rocks. :p sayonara suckers.
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Date: 11 February 2005
Time: 12:05 a.m.
Subject: muah
look in my eyes
you'll see a love that's deep and true.
tender and strong and all for you.
you can trust this love
honest, that's the honest truth.having a stomach upset again. bah. tues was darn fun whee. haha. too bad we reached cedar so late. everyone was gone already. except a few from our batch. went walking around orchard. ate, laughed and made fun of pple like never before. surprisingly shikin wasnt tt much of a pigozoid this time round. wahah. vday's coming. although i dun believe in it. got a gift in mind though. but my artistic sense sucks. so the gift'll look really weird. but its the thought tt counts, as they always say. hurhur. ack. damn this stomach upset i keep wanting to puke. all the tension is slowly draining me of energy. -fades away-
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Date: 04 February 2005
Time: 11:06 p.m.
Subject: song
How can I just let you walk away,
just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you, ohoo
You're the only one who really knew me at allHow can you just walk away from me,
when all I can do is watch you leave
'Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain,
and even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all So take a look at me now,
'cos there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me,
just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now,
'cos there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against the odds
and that's what I've got to face I wish I could just make you turn around,
turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you,
so many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all So take a look at me now,
'cos there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me,
just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now,
'cos there's just an empty space
But to wait for you, is all I can do
and that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now,
'cos I'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
Its the chance I've got to take, oh, oho Just take a look at me now whee.
such a lovely song.
:)
i miss singing in cedar, especially during maths remedial.
lol.
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Date: 03 February 2005
Time: 4:24 p.m.
Subject: meow
okay, so i think i'm losing a really good friend for sth so stupid. i hope you come to your senses some day soon. bah. didnt go school today. having a slight gastric problem. and the thought of enduring lessons till 4.10 was too much. so yeah, got an MC. hmm. there's bowling tmr. bah. road run yesterday was fun. although i didnt run. juz stood at the finishing line watching everyone run in. shafira got 26th! i screamed when i saw her at the finishing line. hurhur. masturah fainted, poor girl. the whole bunch of us ex-cedarians crowded around the first aid tent. cedar spirit. :) hmm. took a cab home cos i was late alredi. 15bucks. remind me never to take a cab again. =X just read a few other ex-cedarians blogs. and i realized i'm not the only one who misses cedar like fcking shit. cedar really is the perfect school. i love the graduating batch of 2004. i miss 4i. db, shikin, hema, vimala, flo, dawn, leanne, thebackrow, kaihui&peilien, the guides, chingtung's gang. i miss them all. i miss the feeling of being a cedarian, going to cedar everyday. sigh. and for some weird reason, i miss cedar's burettes. i heard all jcs have the manual type of burette. no tap or anything. bahh. i love cedarrr. tp's fun too though. getting quite used to it. jc life is busybusybusy. boohoo. and i'm slowly starting to get scared for results. hush lil baby dont you cry
everything's gonna be alright..
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Date: 29 January 2005
Time: 7:24 p.m.
Subject: 05S30
05S30.
on syafiq's bday.
:)
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Date: 24 January 2005
Time: 7:31 p.m.
Subject: erk
you make me wanna la-la.
in the kitchen on the floor.
hurhur. shhhh. -giggles- ok anyway. i'm in bowling! whee. miraculously passed the tryouts. andrea & shaifali are in too, so yay. i know 2 other ppl. hurhur. i guess i'm destined to be physics rep or sth. cos i got stuck with the position again. erk. PE today was just bad. the sun in tampines is like, way hotter than in cedar. or maybe i've been such a horrible slacker i havent been out in the sun much since sec4. =X college road run's next wed. dies. fmaths sounds interesting. but it's compulsory for all FM students to score at least a B for MC. dies again. oh well. today was a fruitful day on the whole. managed to get a card for my parents for their anniversary. heeh. thanx bud. 3 periods of maths in a row, followed by physics, can seriously exhaust the mind. lol. oh, 05S30's celebrating our first birthday this wed! but i think the bday boy suspects we're up to something. hurhur. oh wells. physics calls. along with maths. tmr's a science-y day. today was a maths-y day btw. lol. ain's madness has rubbed off on me. or izzit the other way round? hmmm. toodles!
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Date: 15 January 2005
Time: 8:30 p.m.
Subject: hehh
cedar's my valium! lol. i dunno wad valium means, ask belle. hurhur. anyways. didnt go school on thurs. had fever and flu. and the doctor just had to remind me tt missing sch in jc is bad. cos its hard to catch up with the work. blah. fri was a good day. stoned during maths lecture cos i did the notes alredi. phys was utter boredom. harvinder was filing his nails. erm. anyways. grace reminds me of belle. but thank heavens for her sweets. hurhur. chem was darn boring too. melissa, shena, lena and pam crashed tp on fri. pity hema didnt come. me loves her. lectures are nvr boring cos i'm forever sms-ing her. :) and so suay. melissa got called on to answer a question. hurhur. lessons start proper with tutorials and everything next week. ack. sneaked out of sch at ard 1215. went back to cedar after tt. whee. at first wasnt that fun. then like, after the sch became emptier all of us went mad. 4i's turnout was great! hurhur. we actually ran up 4 flights of stairs to class. and our lil blue chair is sitting at the back of 4A!! hrmph. we paid for it, dammit. left msgs to miss lizah on 4A's board. regarding the chair. lol. then went to bug teachers. mrs ong was busy. ms ng was nice. she tried on sc's cheapo $12.90 specs. haha, now everyone knows the price. grins. and they took a picture with it. despite the fact tt ms ng was feeling dizzy and stuff. lol. mr goh was darn funny. joanna was so excited abt her new form teacher tt she went ballistic. and none of us could understand her. mr goh's facial expression was hilarious. but yeah, joanna didnt seem to realize. then the few of us sat outside the staffroom for a good hour. we laughed so freaking much. lol. and belinda had to stop ever so often to breathe in more oxygen cos her whole face was turning red. and she and weifen are confirmed nuts. they kept doing the SR cheers lol. and yeah, we made enough noise for the whole staffroom to hear. and we had this crazy impulse to just open the staffroom door and yell at all the tchrs. haha. oh wells. charlene's phone's really cool. hurhur. i nearly broke it though. lol. we wandered around the sch again, and ended up sitting outside the art room. charlene and belle started taking pics with the bushes. and erpx. charlene said sth a lil RA-ish. hahah. took loadsa pics. hurhur. hugged aisyah. :) she escaped frm guides for a few secs lol. sc was sad cos her SMN wasnt there. wad a pity. hurhur. saw mrs woo(?) too. trina was happy. and her hair kinda rocks. trina's, i mean. anyways, left cedar at ard 6. then we went for dinner. zinuan, joanna and belle. wah, darn fun. belle and i were totally amazed at the different types of condoms on sale. lol. then we headed for the phones. haha. that was mighty fun too. then took nel to cp with belle, and mom gave her a lift back. heh. today was great great greaaaaaat. :) and for the last time, all you mean 4i-ians, i didnt come back to see youknowwho. grrr. oh and i nvr knew so many pple in 4i had blogs. wheee. okok picturesss. 3 of cedar only though. the others are orientation pics. :) 
shiying's sitting on our chair.
which has mysteriously been moved to 4A.
and we're supposed to be seducing her.
but failing miserably.
=X
yayyy.
nice piccc.
hurhur.
the dearly beloveds, outside cedar.
sc said to jump while she took a photo.
lol.
i told you we went nuts.
lol.
:)
tpjc arcturus OG22 2005.
hee.
i love this pic.
:)
the informal one.
i miss orientation.
is that weird?
lol.
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Date: 11 January 2005
Time: 6:03 p.m.
Subject: sick
you're the meaning in my life.
you're the inspiration.:) i just realized my happiness in life depends on 4 things, with the fourth thing being slightly less important than the rest. heh. ok anyways. school's been great. except for some small issues here n there. 05S30 rocks so freaking much. let's hope we dun get into trouble for not attending choir tryouts. hurhur. i feel lucky to have sucha great class mann. whee. GP has totally scared me. the quiz was just bad. and ruz actually knew the name of the prime minister of japan. -applauds- so okay, there's bowling tryouts tmr. i'm so screwed. hurhur. and i'm stuck with a flu and sore throat. but anyhooos. went back to cedar today. wow. the feeling was so damn great. cedar's the perfect sch. bud was like totally in love with the sch too! the toilets, the building, the people, the atmosphere.. everything. it's perfect. heh. and bud and joella gave all the tchrs a shock lah! especially mrs lim. and well, i miss o's. yes DB, i know you're rolling your eyes now. but i really do miss o's! haha. sigh. i miss the noise and screaming during lessons. whee. bud agrees tt cedar's perfecto. :) oh well. argh i hate the flu. -sneezes and crawls away-
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Date: 08 January 2005
Time: 5:20 p.m.
Subject: orientation
arcturus rocks!and the council's just biased towards capella. hrmphh. oh wells. so orientation's over. was quite fun i must say. OG 22 rocks! and arcturus's OGLs are fantastic pple. family head lost his voice, our poor grandpa. i'm still totally amazed at huda's voice. she screams so loud but somehow or rather manages to never lose her voice. wow. i lost mine. ack. many thanks to adeline for the strepsils. :) hurhur. so yay. i got the combi i wanted. but its like a killer. fmaths, maths, chem, phy. yeah, dont laugh. but i'm just playing around with fmaths first. will most likely drop it after first 3 mths. hurhur. munirah's in my CG! heh. at least i know one person there so far. i'm so not looking forward to pE. i miss my permanent MC alreadyyy. :( haha. anyhoww. i miss cedar like crapozoidic crap! :( i heard a few ex-cedarians cried on the first day of orientation cos they missed cedar too! lol. tts abit extreme. but cedar cedar, i miss youuuuu. all you sec 3s, better go treasure the time you have left in cedar! boohoo. hmm. so i signed up for bowling and guitar(??) with andrea. dont ask why i signed up for guitar. the only time i held a guitar in my life was during sec2's music lessons. and i got a B for my music grade then. erp. bowling's a better option though. more keen on it. my first sports cca! congratulate the unfit one, pple! lol. OG night was mighty funn. we jumped around nonstop (basically cos we didnt know how to dance.) and arcturus's skit was perfecto! and like, jasmin and masturah and dawn danced really well for their house items! wheee. oh wells. i'm still not used to the layout of the building though. hope i dont get lost when its time for lectures on monday. ohohoh! ruz's senior, afifah, so totally rocks!! she sat down with us in the library for at least an hour, clearing all our doubts. and giving us advice about jc life etc. wow. i'm impressed. she made sooo much sense. (: oh wells. hafiz just signed in with a nick saying huda's cute. -raises eyebrows- wahahah. ok, drunk drunk drunk. i love cheri's blog. ok well her actual name's yi zhen, but u guys might get confused. hurhur. ok, i'm not making much sense, am i? hmm. i miss cedar! but tp rocks. *cheers* i wanna be a TPJCian.
i wanna wear my TP crest.
why i wanna be a TPJCian?
cos TPJC is the best!!woots! ok, i need to go calm down. cough.
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Date: 31 December 2004
Time: 6:14 p.m.
Subject: pissed
i dont think i've ever been so pissed or depressed before. i juz wish the world will end soon. i'm totally drained and sick&tired of everything and everyone. like, there's no more energy left to do anything. wad a fcked up way to end 2004.
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Date: 29 December 2004
Time: 11:37 p.m.
Subject: .
i'm bored, help. and i've finally gotten myself a new bag and shoes for jc. erpx. hurhur. but i'm still bored. and dammit. the holidays passed too fast. guardian pharmacy near somerset mrt has bad service. haha. karin slaughter is a great thriller author. hurhur. ok, i'm not making sense am i. i broke a glass bottle just now. and i hope the death toll for the tsunami doesnt continue increasing so rapidly. =X it's funny. here we are worrying about jc and etc. when pple just around the corner are worrying abt losing a loved one. erp. sigh. the world's ending lah. oh well. 2004 was an overall average year. let's hope 2005 is better. and i miss cedar. saw cedarians in orchard and started feeling nostalgic. erp. we'll never be able to sit in class with tt cosy sitting arrangement. or go for recess together. hmm. i think 2004 has made me a little stronger. heh. =X although i still cringe at the sight of blood. ok, completely irrelevent entry. i'm just bored, forgive me.
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Date: 29 December 2004
Time: 11:35 p.m.
Subject: heh
LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE Name: sharon
Birth date: it's up there.
Birth place: singapore
Current Location: erm, at home?
Eye Color: black
Hair Color: black
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac: cancer. eeps. LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: punjabi.
Shoes you wore today: erm, the normal slippers.
Your weakness: you.
Your perfect pizza: meat lovers, with loadsa meat and pepperoni. no pineapples please. =X LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY,
TOMORROW
Your most overused phrase on MSN: heh.
Your thoughts first waking up: 1 day closer to end of hols :(
Your best physical feature: eyelashes. huh? you tell me.
Your Bed">bed time: 12 plus? hmm.
Your most missed memories: cedar, 4i, -censored- and -censored-. heh. LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK
Pepsi or Coke: coke, i guess.
McDonald's or Burger King: macdonalds.CHEESEBURGERS. (:
Single or group dates: neither. i'm feeling angsty.
Adidas or Nike: nike. -smiles-
Lipton Tea or Nestea: erm, neither.
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate. strawberry's nicer though. heh.
Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino. LAYER FIVE: DO YOU
Smoke: no way.
Take showers: yeah, duh?
Have a crush(es): on francis, yes. (:
Think you've been in love: dunno.
Like(d) high school: Cedar? oh yes, love Cedar. definitely. (:
Want to get married: hmm. good question. i dunno. but i love kids though. heh.
Get motion sickness: nah.
Get along with your parents: yeahs. :) LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank alcohol: white wine, yeah. a lil lah.
Gone to the mall: yeahs.
been on stage: eh, nopes.
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no, lol. last time i ate oreos was during olevels. oh, i miss o's.
Eaten sushi: -gag-
Gone skating: i dunno how to. =X
Gone skinny dipping: nahs.
Dyed your hair: accidentally bleached a few strands at the back. counted? heh.
Stolen anything: no lah. aiyoh. LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a game that required removal of
clothing: truth or dare?
Got beaten up: yeah. not seriously though. bro's always whacking me with various pillows. =X
Changed who you were to fit in: erm huh? no i dun think so. you tell me. LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER
Age you hoping to get married: 7. no joke. i told my classmate we shld get married. in pri 2. heh.
Children: 2? unless they need to curb the birth rate again. (too much geography, excuse me)
Describe your dream wedding: eh. i dunno. anything, as long as it's fun. heh.
How do you want to die: with my family. as in, everyone at the same time. but it's all up to God (:
What country would you most like to visit: germany. LAYER NINE: IN A PARTNER
Best eye color?: yellow. yes you, go get yellow Contact Lens">contact lenses now.
Best hair?: erm. i dunno how to describe. depends on the face, aye? heh.
Height: not too much taller.
Personality: romantic, sensual and funny. must be funny. i cant live without laughing. -rolls away laughing- LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS
Number of piercings: none. (:
Number of tattoos: none too.
Number of times my name has appeared in the
Newspaper: aye, never. how depressing.
Number of scars on my body: a million. including the pimples. eeeps.
Number of things in my past that I regret: many many many tooo many. lol. like it'll help regretting. haha.
ooh, i'm going mad doing quizzes.
copying them all from belle's blog.
hurhur.
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Date: 26 December 2004
Time: 3:15 p.m.
Subject: quizzziee
o1) What is/was your form teacher's full name? miss noorlizah bte abdul rahman. cutester. o2) Ever been late for school?
nahh. :) i'm a good girl. o3) How many times?
none, you doofus. o4) Ever been punished?
yeahs. grrr. o5) What did you do?
talked too much. and played badminton in class in sec 2. haha. it was fun though. o6) Detentions?
none lah. i said i'm a good girl. heh. o7) Did anything to shame yourself in school?
yeahs. hurhur. =X o8) What is/was your principal's name?
miss susan leong. 1o) Do you always hand in your homework?
almost always. but it's usually 3/4 days late. sorry, you poor subject reps/tchrs. =X 11) Ever been counselled in school?
nah. 12) Why?
i don't know? lol. 13) Did you top your whole class?
-rolls eyes- i topped the class for being the most unfit though. heh. 14) What do you like in your classroom?
the sitting arrangement, the cosiness and the people. (: 15) What is the punishment for late comers?
eeps i dunno, never been late. ask sapphire. she's been late a million times i think. heh. 16) Like any teachers ?
this is a bad quiz. =X 17) How is the food in the canteen?
okay i guess. heh. 18) What do you always buy in the canteen?
fish&chips. STRAWBERRY MILK. (: chipsmore. yeahs. 19) Any CCAs you took part?
cedarmediaclub. which only gave me one pathetic bonus point. *screams* 20) Been together with anybody in the same
school?
nah, i'm straight. unless you count my to-be wife(shikin), and my dearly beloved(belle) (:
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Date: 23 December 2004
Time: 12:23 a.m.
Subject: lift
25 (random) Things To Do In An Elevator.#1) When there's only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder and then pretend it wasn't you. #2) Push the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back for more. #3) Ask if you can push the button for other people, but push the wrong ones. #4) Call the Psychic Hotline from your cell phone and ask if they know what floor your on. #5) Hold the doors open and say you're waiting for a friend. After a while, let the doors close, and say, "Hi Greg. How's your day been?" #6) Drop a pen and wait until someone goes to pick it up, then scream, "That's mine!" #7) Bring a camera and take pictures of everyone in the elevator. #8) Move your desk into the elevator and whenever anyone gets on, ask if they have an apointment. #9) Lay down the twister mat and ask people if they would like to play. #10) Leave a box in the corner, and when someone gets on, ask them if they can hear ticking. #11) Pretend you are a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and exits with the passengers. #12) Ask, "Did you feel that?" #13) Stand really close to someone, sniffing them occasionally. #14) When the doors close, announce to the others, "It's okay, don't panic, they open again!" #15) Swat at flies that don't exist. #16) Tell people that you can see their aura. #17) Call out, "Group Hug!" and then enforce it. #18) Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead and muttering, "Shut up, all of you, just shut up! Enough air in there?" #19) Stand silently and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off. #20) Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce in horror, "Your one of THEM!" and back away slowly. #21) Wear a puppet on your hand and use it to talk to the other passengers. #22) Listen to the elevator walls with your stethoscope. #23) Make explosion noises when anyone presses a button. #24) Stare, grinning at another passenger for a while, then announce, "I have new socks on". #25) Draw a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passnegers, "This is MY personal space!" oh gee.
this is funny.
hurhur.
:)
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Date: 22 December 2004
Time: 7:51 p.m.
Subject: i_y
ily.
imy.
iwy.
iny.
ihy.
:)
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Date: 12 December 2004
Time: 4:46 p.m.
Subject: survey
[WHAT is..] **the last movie you watched? Bridget Jones. **the last tv show you watched?
Singapore Idol's encore telecast. **the last song you heard?
vertigo by U2. **the last thing you bought?
cheeseburgers, duh. **the last place you went?
hougang point. to buy the beloved burgers. **the last thing you heard from your parents?
"stop lazing around and go find something constructive to do." =X **the last thing you said to one of your friends?
erm. i think i asked belle when she was getting back from bintan. cant remember. [WHO is..]
**the last person you called?
my bro. last night. hmm. **the last person who called you?
bud. on like, friday? yups. wad a pathetic life i lead. **the last person who said good night last night?
daddy & mummy. hurhur. **the last person whom you said I love you to?
francis. yes, i talk to bears. **the last person who messaged you in
friendster?
erm. a pri school friend. heh. **the last person you hugged?
i don't remember. lol. [DO YOU]
**believe that love is forever?
i guess so. **get hurt by people easily?
i dunno. do i? you tell me. **sing in the shower?
noo. lol. only if i've had white wine. lol. **like to splash puddles when it rains?
err. yeah. though i prefer splashing it at other pple. **notice when people have pretty eyes?
yeahs. haha. taufik has pretty nice eyes for a male. and mdm nur's are nice for a female. personally, i think francis has the nicest eyes. =X **tend not to worry, even when you know something bad is about to happen?
lol no. i worry even though i know its not likely tt something bad's gonna happen. hmm? =X [ENDING]
**Can you be anyone you want to be?
huh? **Do mean people make you sad?
depends on who the person is. hah. **Does ice cream make you happy?
strawberry/chocolate flavoured especially! yum. **If you see a cute boy/girl walk down the street,
do u tell him/her she's/he's cute?
lol no. but we should try it one day, aye? for the fun of it. hmm. **Have you ever cried at a movie?
yeahs. i bet you have too, so stop denying. **Is it cute when old people are holding hands?
hurhur. i guess so. ;) **Are you a happy person?
i don't know. am i? **Have you ever laughed so hard your stomach
hurt?
yeahs, definitely. laughing is so faching fun. hurhur. **Are you slightly lazy?
slightly? you're joking right? i sleep an average of 11 hours a day during holidays. =X waddya think huh. **If you have twenty dollars, are you rich?
erm yeahs. considering the fact tt i'm broke beyond imagination right now.
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Date: 12 December 2004
Time: 4:25 p.m.
Subject: ticktock
okay, so sue me. i cant bear to part with this blog. boofrogs. i'm seriously bored. and terribly broke. excellente. oh. 4i-ians. belle/jiayi has news about a class gathering. quick, go ask them. *prays its not pot-luck* with the remaining cash i have, i'll prob end up contributing a bar of toblerone. or maybe 2 at the most. =X PAE results out this fri. hmm. i am mighty bored. mighty mighty bored. have u ever wondered how silicon is stuffed into boobs to make them bigger? hmm. or like. how come we lose weight after going jogging regularly? does skin just fall off? hmm. ok fine. they're not exactly intellectual questions. but this is wad boredom reduces people to. sylvester is such a loser, i cant bear to look at another picture of him. lol. not tt taufik is all that great anyway. okay fine. i'm juz feel like criticizing anyone and anything available. and that includes you. hurhur. i wonder if cannibals still exist. argh i'm so unfit. went jogging yesterday. and spent the whole day in bed today trying to recover. =X
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Date: 06 December 2004
Time: 12:07 a.m.
Subject: broken
i have no idea wad to write here anymore. i think i'm closing this blog. blame it on depression.
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Date: 29 November 2004
Time: 2:29 p.m.
Subject: bah
ok, so that part of the entry was so obviously about me. and if you're reading this. i never said 'that's it'. it's such a minor issue. and i dont think everything should end cos of wad i said abt friday. but if u think it should, then i'm fine with it. i was true to you. i still am. it's up to you to believe it. and it isnt exactly very nice to see my name appearing on tt wadever list, just because i happen to mingle with people you don't like. where's the fairness in that, then? anyways. i'm bored bored boredd. and depression has set in once again. this is so totally not how i envisioned after o's to be like. oh well. life's never fair huh? sigh.
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Date: 28 November 2004
Time: 12:00 a.m.
Subject: prom
prom was fun. hurhur. i think our drinks were spiked(?). cos when they played the music, we juz went nuts. and they actually played bhangra for abit. whoopee. hurhur. dinner was bad. cos i broke the spoon. oh. the games part was fun too. miss sexy lips was volunteered to go on stage for biggest boobs. :) hurhurr. hema looked gorgeous! and mr yau looked totally intellectual. sitting in tt corner, scrutinising everyone. hurhur. miss lizah left early. bah. shikin was a piggo again. flora n belle kept scolding me for not finishing food. lol. i hate heels. hmms. carmel shld've landed in spore by now! heh. heh. heh. excited. cant wait for the 2nd. she's coming over to stay! yay. finally someone to share my misery with. hurhur. jc choices are in. fingers crossed. and you can still go fxck yourself. or have i said tt before?
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Date: 24 November 2004
Time: 11:28 p.m.
Subject: smiles
:))))
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Date: 21 November 2004
Time: 7:30 p.m.
Subject: bah
ok, so i'm stuck going for prom. bah. will be wearing one of my mom's old dresses. and it's way too feminine for me. everyone's gonna have a good time laughing at me on friday. boo lah. i have a new cuddly bear. called francis. =D he came along with the pancakes. hurhur. i'm not making sense, am i? ho hum. carmel has exams this week. poor girlie. study hard ok carmellio! :) you smart piggg. with the 80+ score for maths. ok. francis is so darn cute. he has a real sad face. hurhur. i'm falling in love with a bear. a bear called francis. oh somebody, help me. and i finally cleared my entire study room of all traces of olevels. and some books were really coated with dust. so now i'm down with a temporary (i hope) flu. achoo. mt results shld be out this week. date not confirmed though. okay, seriously. francis is so darn adorable. with a slightly bulging tummy. hurhur. i'm sleepy weepy. and will be going back to school tom. to fetch sapphire to go celebrate. and carry out a secret mission, which hopefully succeeds. or else belle's heart will break. lol. i miss reading storybooks. i think it's time to go borrow books again. oooh. tess gerritsen and the surgeon. i'm so going to re-read tt book. i want a new phone. or maybe not. omg. my phone bill hit 80bucks. it's a miracle my dad didnt take ze phone away. hmms. i'm going to talk to francis. the absence of o's has made me slightly schizophrenic. oh wait. talking to a bear isnt exactly schizophrenic. i shall talk to myself then. hello sharon.
my name's sharon.
how're you?
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Date: 20 November 2004
Time: 10:44 p.m.
Subject: :]
yayness. o's are over. no more studying. lol. i woke up this morning and started panicking cos it was alredi 12+ and i was late for studying. hurhur. bah. prom this friday. honestly dont wanna go. but dammit, shikin keeps reminding me tt i paid 20bucks for it. screw it. bud's not going. smart girl. bahs. damn the 20bucks lah. on the bright side. I HAD PANCAKES. hurhur! although there was no honey. but pancakes without honey will do lah, i guess. :] hurhur. and youu.
maybe you'll remember me.
what i gave is yours to keep.
and yes. you can still go fxck yourself.
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Date: 14 November 2004
Time: 10:10 p.m.
Subject: 5 days
"stop writing! i want all of u to stop writing!!!"
"i am ur teacher and u have the audacity to shheee me?? this is the worst class i have ever seen in my 20 years here"
"who shhhee-ed me? come out! i want all of u who said shhheee to come out!"hurhur. ah fonng's a really good stress reliever. and that one homec lesson was simply unforgettable. lol. 5 more days. to freedom. and more importantly. 5 more days to my pancakes! screams* 5 days. 5X24=120 120 more hours. yay yay yay. bro's coming back this wed. even more yayyyy. i swear, i'm going to faint. from overload of excitement. ok, tt sounded lame. but seriously! lol. ok. weathering's waiting for me. marianne chong's intention of writing the books on physical n human geography was purely to give us an information overload, i'm convinced. and hitler n mao shld've juz stayed home n minded their own Business"> business. lol. belle said mao n chiang kai shek shld kiss and make-out make up. hoho. i need honey. to supplement my pancakes. they're so dry. okay, geog calls. toodlydums! look up to the skies and say hey,
it's okayy.
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Date: 08 November 2004
Time: 6:55 p.m.
Subject: ilu, pancakes!
i want to eat pancakes! bruahhh! hahaha. i think i like the way things are turning out. heeh. hiccup. but i still have a huge craving for pancakes. with honey. hoho. geog can really get boring sometimes. cambridge cambridge, why do u torture us so much huh. you're juz depriving me of my delicious, yummy pancakes. and the honey is a must. heeh. today has got to be international maths exam day or sth. carmel had maths in melbourne. my bro had maths in perth. and we had emaths in spore. heeh. ok, back to geog. where are the pancakes, dammit! oh no. i think cambridge has driven bud nuts cos i'm being forced to do a Hemispheric Dominance Inventory Test. wadever that is. ok. back to geog. i must psycho myself to find geog interesting. i still want the pancakes! with honey! woooh. i'm sleeping a happy girl tonight man. muahaha.
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Date: 28 October 2004
Time: 9:19 p.m.
Subject: you're out
lyrics stolen from shikzster's blogster. lols.
You ain't got to buy nothing
It's not what I want
Baby it's you
We don't have to go nowhere
Its not what I want
Baby it's you
It's not for what you got
I know you got a lot
No matter what you do
You always gettin hot
It's you,
It's you
Baby all I want is you, yeah.and you. yes you. you can juz go fxck yourself, darling. urgh. have i mentioned i love studying? whee. it's getting quite addictive. and i wasted 9 bucks on cabfare today. ss SEQ is a big headache. so is hist SBQ. and carmellio! lol. i changed your name. but i miss youuu! 4 more weeks! -skips around- i cant wait for the day o's end. seriously. i'm going to go nuts. with bud. and we'll go to the beach. and create a tsunami! and blow it towards cambridge!! wahaha. oh dear. stress, stress. oh and shikin. your mr g[ch]in song is ringing in my head nonstop! the 'you are the sexiest man' part. aiyoooo. lol. k, nites.
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Date: 19 October 2004
Time: 7:11 p.m.
Subject: erpx
i think all of us sec 4s are stressed. look at this. was msging saph. saph: there are some maths sums tt are pissing me off.
me: circle all, thurs check with friends or lummy [ie. mdm lum]
saph: huh? wad the hell did u juz say?
me: Omg i juz said cicle all e qns u dunno n come to sch n ask either classmates or mdm lum to explain
saph: Oh ok. I thot u told me to circle all the thursdays on my calendar and come and see friends and lum.
me: -dies laughing-lol. anddd. my geog tys is nuts. there's this line that goes. "in less developed countries, domestic waste and rotting animals are thrown into rivers". rotting animals?! it sounds weird, doesnt it? rotting carcasses of dead animals more like it. anyways. i cracked up for like, 20mins. stress stress. lol. then. i was studying in my room peacefully. when the door suddenly bangs open.. and my mom comes barging in with a glass of burning hot chicken essence. i took one look at her and continued laughing for another 10mins. lol. this line is stuck in my head. from tt song, 'real to me' by bryan macfadden. And we'll invite the family round and drink some English tea.
until i raise my finger..
AND WATCH FOOTBALL ON TV!
lol. erpx. pardon me. olevels are so funnn. wheee. =X carmel carmel, chillio. safeway can kiss my ass too! that's 2 asses altogether. and who's anna huh? maybe she can be your punching bag. or if not, i volunteer to be your punching bag. you may start punching now. -closes eyes-
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Date: 17 October 2004
Time: 9:21 p.m.
Subject: lol
haha... anyway, i was rather pissed this evening... was toking abt how miss leong changed the streaming options... 4 change to 6 lah... and so on and so forth... so i got rather worked up lah... then there was this boy screaming "i want balloon"... so loud leh... i told him to shut up lor... and his mother was like speechless... =P then i went for dinner with my mum, and i dropped the chopstick on the floor... guess wad i said? "fuck"... my mummy was like *shocked*... ok, i should try to get less vulgar... no good to shock ur parents too much sometimes... =/an extract from saph's FOD during sec 2. haha. the balloon part is funny.
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Date: 17 October 2004
Time: 5:40 p.m.
Subject: meow
i wanna repeat yesterday over and over again. grad ceremony. and especially the after-school part in the foyer. whee. i'll never forget 16oct2004. dammit. why am i so emotional huh. tsk.
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Date: 16 October 2004
Time: 11:37 p.m.
Subject: song
Unspoken ThanksIndebted to you since the very first cry
Your stream of love never runs dry
Too often I am embarassed to say
How my love for you never will sway I guess
This must be my only chance
To say how much it means to me
To have you by my side
Words couldn't be spoken easily before
But now I guess I
Can never manage to
Say it all Your effort in us you invested
Time wasn't all that wasted
With you our minds are nurtured
Finally and eventually matured The calender's dotted with movie dates
Pictures of myself and some crazy mates
Birthday bashes and shopping sprees
Just part of my precious memories I guess
This must be my only chance
To say how much it means to me
To have you by my side
Words couldn't be spoken easily before
But now I guess I
Can never manage to
Say it all
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Date: 16 October 2004
Time: 11:11 p.m.
Subject: 16oct2004
I LOVE CEDAR.period. graduation ceremony was touching. the non-chinese gang of 4i was featured! we screamed. haha. saph appeared in the presentation like a million times. :) and i think i smiled at the wrong camera when we had to take photo on stage. bah. and the song part. ack. that's when everyone broke down. school song too. the beginning was really loud cos everyone felt like singing. then halfway thru we started crying. so we couldnt sing much anymore. :( cedar's the best school around. say what you want. if given a second chance, i'll definitely choose cedar all over again. 4 years of ups and downs. loved it. :) reception was boring. was supposed to leave with saph for aj's open hse. but got stuck outside the staffroom. sorry for making u wait yah. belle and i ended up staying in school till the very end. we were really really the last students to leave cedar. the office was locked up. only ms nair, ms lizah, mr suresh and the physics tchrs remained. ahhh. we sat rite in the middle of the foyer. ms nair's really sweet. wish i'd talken to her more before. she gave us a lift all the way to bishan so we wouldnt be late for the open house. i got a photo with mr yau! whee. hopefully some physics knowledge got transferred over from him to me. mr goh was laughing nonstop cos my camera was acting weird. nice guy lah. :) mr khoo kept scolding me for poking his stomach. or his tummy, as he calls it. got a photo with ms lizah too. smiles. ahh. i didnt feel like letting go. i want to repeat today over n over again. it was really fun. lying down in the middle of the foyer of an almost empty school. i'm forever indebted to ms nair and belle. thankews you guys. :) Once a Cedarian, Always a Cedarian.
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Date: 11 October 2004
Time: 2:17 p.m.
Subject: :)
haha. brought camera to school today. :) we went slightly mad during hist free period. hoho. 
me, belle, flora.
flo looks retarded.
as usual.
cutester lah.
shikz & me.
we were bored.
heh.
haha.
this rocks!
:)
mean, evil amanda stepped on shikin while she was resting along the corridor.
hmm.
wonder why shikin has a smile on her face.
when she's supposed to have passed out.
hmm.
omg.
i'm sitting on the chair!
the chair where it all started.
=X
shikin looks like she's gonna pop out of the photo any second.
haha.
babycakes!
:)
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Date: 08 October 2004
Time: 8:52 p.m.
Subject: graduating
i'm going to miss Cedar like fxcking crap. 4 years man. it juz zoomed by so fast. wish i could still come back again next year. somehow the idea of going to a JC scares me. everything's so nice and comfy in Cedar. bah. 5 more school days + 1 graduation ceremony + 1 grad night + all those olevel days + collecting o's results, and we're hardly ever gonna step foot in tt school again. ack. it's our last week. and we're stuck doing paper after paper. how sad is that huh. frowns. today shikin n i were juz hanging around outside class during chem cos we had free period. and i suddenly realized how much i'm gonna miss all the noise and everything in the classroom block everytime the bell rings. boo. hema's so cute. she says since it's her last week in Cedar, she's finally gonna sing the school song every morning. haha. :) anyways. the sports hall really needs a good sound system i guess. mr suresh was right. ms leong was barely audible today. oh wells. went pizza hut again today with bud n huiwen. lucky there was no cheese accident like last time. lol. oh wells. i don't like the way things are turning out.
=(
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Date: 05 October 2004
Time: 4:59 p.m.
Subject: heh
haaah. pancakes, anyone? :] i'm done with mt o's. and prelim results. which weren't that bad and weren't that good. but anyways. i've got a sudden craving for pancakes. pancakes with honey, especially. :] yummylicious. i love o's. they're fun fun funnnnnny. muahah. oh man. i need pancakes. asap. carmel!! i miss you like crapozoidic crap. wish u could come for prom lah. =( and i missed your presence while getting back results. noone else can replace u lah sisterrrr. lols. me loves you muchies ok. and dammit. where are the pancakes! pbffftt. toodlydum. it's so good to be happy.:] i think i'm high on water. drank a whole bottle. and ate twenty chicken cheesesticks from BK yesterday. haha. but i still want the pancakes babyyyyy.
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Date: 24 September 2004
Time: 2:19 p.m.
Subject: pissed
thanks for spoiling my wkend. even though u may think its nothing big. i think adults are getting abit too petty. but who am i to say anything. i'm just a student. bah. anyways. school's been utterly boring. haha. had career talks yest. the medicine one was quite interesting. and i attended the academia one cos i didnt noe where else to sign up for. quite informative lah i guess. today's JC talks were really good. VJ's and ACJC's in particular. yups. but the cut off point to get in is out of reach. so blah. mr suresh scolded us after all e talks. wow. he's a really cute guy. every single sentence in his scolding made so much sense. wahhh. i was damn impressed lah. i've never heard sucha accurate and logical scolding from anyone else except my parents before. whee. and his scolding was really genuine. and honest. whee. i liked it. and i think i'm gonna behave abit better the next time round. :) i'm fed up. my weekend's spoilt. thanks to a person who's completely banged up in the head. my goodness. i dunno why i'm getting so affected by this whole load of crap. wtf. and i'm getting back mt prelims tom. how exciting. i cant wait. =X
thankew for still sticking by me although i noe i've been sucha bitch. :)
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Date: 21 September 2004
Time: 12:13 p.m.
Subject: :)
i brought an oxbow lake to school today. along with two boulders. one's still sitting in class for future use if the need arises. haha. i managed to seriously scare simin today by telling her tt mrs ong said muz bring sedimentary rocks to school today for geog. if not cant sit for the geog ppr. the poor girl started panicking. wahaha. geog was an okay ppr. and it was rather short. so we were all relaxed. if only every ppr can be like tt. heh. always remember, hot and wet weather supports chemical weathering. hahah. i think i've grown to love studying. hah. note sacarsm. tom's physics prac. and we're done with one big exam. i simply cant wait for o's. =/ and have i mentioned i'm obsessed with the goodies song? wahaha. toodles!
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Date: 20 September 2004
Time: 3:28 p.m.
Subject: snore.
argh. i want to sleep all day. and smell eucalyptus oil. sleeping's the best thing to do to escape depression. goodnight.
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Date: 17 September 2004
Time: 12:35 p.m.
Subject: goodies
for some weird reason. i'm totally in love with the goodies song. heh. anyways. prelims prelims. 5 pprs left. including physics prac. haha. physics section B was soso bad. and it was after geog, which was 2hr15mins. by then my head was aching so badly, and my back was as stiff as a rod. i swear, i thought i wasnt gonna make it thru the ppr. bah. survived it though. probably thanks to chicken essence. been drinking loads of it. and i keep getting fevers. cos chicken essence supposedly raises body temp? yeah. hmm. emath 1 and ss were soso papers. amath ppr 1 too. hist was bad. i think miss lizah's gonna have a really hard time marking the pprs, especially our class's. but like shikin said, i think 4i has grown to hate hist even more. lol. i guess that's why we're pure geog and not pure hist. geog 2 was an okay, but tiring ppr. emath 2 today was quite fun. sorta enjoyed the ppr. :) 2 days break before chem and amaths. dies. i'm off to sleep. Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on
Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little bit of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
Still I can't say what's going on
Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear.damien rice - cannonball. reminds me of the history SBQ with the cannon in source A. bah. nites.
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Date: 07 September 2004
Time: 11:35 p.m.
Subject: layout
boo. this has got to be the most boring, dull layout ever. bah. cant help it. the mood recently has been depressed. so the layout has been changed to suit the mood. pfft. so girl
watcha wanna see
wanna see me get down on my knees
wanna hear me begging baby please
wanna hear my crying for mercy
ooh girl
i wish i knew your world
i think i'm losing my head over you.
damn. i dont want to see you. i'm losing you.
i dunno.
i dunno.
i dunno.
wtf is wrong with me.
:(
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Date: 06 September 2004
Time: 3:21 p.m.
Subject: carmel
that's carmel!
second from the left.
whoosh!
hot babe hot babe.
that's her again!
right in the middle.
whheeeess.
:)
and here..
the hot babe looks drunk!
with the flower in de hair!
hoho.
i realized sth.
carmel always looks drunk.
*chants*
hot babe hot babe hot babe.
eeeeesshh.
i miss this girlieeee.
booo.
muahaha.
i still remember her, refusing to pluck the prawns during home ec.
and the first day of school!
carmel thought i was a weirdo.
:(
haha.
boo.
carmel carmel i miss you many many.
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Date: 04 September 2004
Time: 9:18 p.m.
Subject: sheeeeee
hah. was just reading saph's past entries. esp the one abt the whole incident with 2/0 and mrs foong. i laughed so hard my cheeseburger fell onto the floor. arghs. anyways, here goes. hahahaha. "stop writing! i want all of u to stop writing!!!" "i am ur teacher and u have the audacity to shheee me?? this is the worst class i have ever seen in my 20 years here" "who shhhee-ed me? come out! i want all of u who said shhheee to come out!" "one brave girl. wad abt the rest? all cowards?" "dun u all noe how to respect ur elders and u have the audacity to shhheee me?" "are u this rude at home to ur mother?" "if it was my son who was that rude to me i would have slapped him on the face" "am i not old enough to be ur mother?" "i will tell the pea abt this" "miss lizah, this is mrs foong here. please call me back, it is abt something very impt, your class has been very rude to me" "becos of the outright rudeness, ur whole class will fail ce together" "u expect me to forgive u juz like that?" "sit down... u have until 1215" "oh i see, u r worried becos of peer pressure issit?" "u're afraid ur class blames u huh?" "dun worrie, i'll let u noe the outcome of the discussion with miss lizah tml" HAHAHA.
omg.
i still cant stop laughing.
lol.
something's badly wrong with me lah.
one moment i'm crying, and the next i'm laughing like mad.
like the day before eng exam, i was a complete wreck.
and after eng.
atiqah's humpylumpy joke in macs got us all laughing so hard tt i almost dismantled the chair i was sitting on.
lols.
it's a really good joke.
quick, everyone who noes atiqah.. go ask her abt it!
wahahaha.
omg.
somebody help.
i cant stop laughing.
hoho.
omgomgomg.
i cant breathe.
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Date: 30 August 2004
Time: 4:22 p.m.
Subject: depressed
tomorrow's teachers' day. wish i could absent myself. oh. mr khoo's back from reservist. he doesnt have a tan though. today was the last day of school. till prelims at least. this is so monotonous. dammit. i'm frustrated. and irritated. not to mention pissed, depressed and on the verge of tears. *-screams.
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Date: 27 August 2004
Time: 4:43 p.m.
Subject: x-ctry 2004
ok, firstly. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARMEL!!
aww. if you were in spore we could've celebrated after cross ctry. hope you had a good day. i miss youu. and i'll pass you your prezzie in december k? love youu. -hugs-. heh. okay. cross country was funn. we walked as planned. except for the beginning part. cos some people kept saying that ms leong was behind. so we were forced to run. haha. and we sang! whoosh. i've never sang so much at one go before. dawn and belle and me. practically the whole of macritchie could hear us. damn fun. truly enjoyed myself. and flora and tracy in front kept singing chinese songs. the group behind kept singing kindergarten songs. and so we were the 98.7/98.0FM gang. yayy. we rock. and like 1/2 the sec 4 cohort was walking. what a united bunch of slackers. and we passed a group of tchrs, who simply didnt know how to get us to start running. lol. then suddenly bumped into shikin and hema. who had decided to try for top60 at the beginning. shikin fell down. so had to help her to the busstop. where the red cross girls started jabbing at her leg. tried to get her to walk back. but she started swaying. so finally got her on the bus with the red cross girls. by then, the whole sec 4 cohort had jogged past already. hema, belle and me had to sprint back. well, we took turns sprinting and walking. and well, we came in last. as in, literally LAST. and for some weird reason, i liked the feeling of being last. is that bad? anyways. it was a nice way to end off our last cross country in cedar. =) but it was quite embarrasing at the finishing line. cos everyone kept giving us symphathetic looks. sheesho. then had prize presentation, and everything ended. took bus down to far east with belle. wanted to change into uniform, but realized tt i didnt bring my tie. hmms. went to take neoprints. disastrous as usual. met wengyin, vanna and abigail. so we took more neoprints. then we walked to taka. started looking ard for tchrz day gifts. managed to get cards. although u hardly see students giving tchrs cards anymore. hmms. settled mr khoo, mr tan and ms ng already. still dunno wad to buy for the rest. =/ shared cab back with belle. we examined the neoprints in the cab, and realized tt we're really nowhere near photogenic. how depressing. -crawls away and hides in a corner- hmms, oh yah. miss lizah was wearing this white cap that covered her eyes today. hoho. damn cute lah. =p oh and congrats to sandhya for getting first. reminded me of sec 2. =) mm hmms. that's abt it i guess. *-hun nyb unn yim iss you.
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Date: 23 August 2004
Time: 3:28 p.m.
Subject: toodlydum.
mr yau rocks. physics lesson today was kinda interesting. he taught for abt 3/4 of the lesson. and gave us a whole load of good advice for the remaining 1/4 of it. and he really makes sense. he's darn smart too. wow. i'm impressed. heh. oh wells. misslizah didnt come. so we had to do amath june 04 ppr during eng. so-so paper. hopefully o's will be easier. hist was normal. and the whole sec 4 level has been invaded by sec 1s. 4Z's gone down too, cos ethel sprained her ankle. so that means saph's all the way downstairs. saddening. hmms. chem test was funny. mr tan didnt print enough copies. so we had to share the question ppr. and we ended up discussing. hoho. oh, and shikin and i gave mdm nur a shock today. lols. funneh. -*FBI's here. :]
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Date: 17 August 2004
Time: 3:11 p.m.
Subject: pissified
fack you. and you, and you and you. you people only think of yourself. has it ever occured to you that the world doesnt revolve around you?
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Date: 16 August 2004
Time: 6:20 p.m.
Subject: oral
argh. oral was bad as expected. hoho. the pic was abt some walkathon thing. and the words on the signboard in the background said 'nicoll highway'. and i started thinking abt the highway collapse n everything. ack. and the conversation topics were bad! "do you like to walk?" goodness. nonono, i prefer flying. honestly. i would have prefered 4C's qn. "are leaders born or bred?" so much to talk. bah. i crapped so much. and i got cut off halfway thru during picture discussion. argh. wadever. it's over. shall not think abt it. chem lab today was rather relaxed. mr tan let us off early. shocker. haha. hist was rather boring. spent MT practising reading. then had eng. last minute tips for oral. erpx. then emaths. i miss mr khoo! the trainee tchr taking over him was so.. meek. like, he didnt dare to tell us to keep quiet. and simin kept screaming across the class, abt how 'husky' his voice was. ahem. note the sarcasm yeh. haha. washed face and brushed teeth before oral. in an attempt to wake myself up. i guess it didnt help much, since i was already feeling drowsy by the time it was my turn. mdm lum was darn cute as timekeeper. she sat opposite me, and i kept telling her i was scared. and she kept giving me that wackoish smile of hers. lol. hmms. shared cab home with saph. she's a darn cute person. complaining away in the taxi, like some disgruntled old lady. wahaha. oh wells. :] -floats away-
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Date: 13 August 2004
Time: 10:42 p.m.
Subject: :]
bah. i'm lazy to update. oh, flora came out on tv today. cutsie. hmms. olevel MT results were juz depressing, though i didnt get anything. the atmosphere itself was bad enough. ccc elections were bad. shall not elaborate. hmm. I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more.
I don't mind spending everday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look fot the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved.
She will be loved.
heh. wad a rockable song. :] and i'm feeling woozy now. so i shall take my leave. toodles~ *-it's compromise that moves us along. :]
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Date: 10 August 2004
Time: 2:32 p.m.
Subject: :)
vindicated.
i am selfish.
i am wrong.
i am right i swear i'm right.
swear i knew it all along.
and i'm flawed.
but i'm cleaning up so well.
i am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself.
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Date: 09 August 2004
Time: 10:37 p.m.
Subject: barney
i love you. you love me. let's join hands and kill barney. with a smick smack paddy whack, barney's on the floor. no more purple dinosaur. oh dear, we killed barney. hoho. -bounces around- grin. my jaw hurts from grinning so much. blahdeedums. oh, and the welcome item for ndp 2004 wasnt as good as ours last year. hmms. adrenalise! bzzzt.
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Date: 07 August 2004
Time: 9:57 p.m.
Subject: ilu-*
yayness. nat day celebrations were funn. i guess. lol. it was red n white everywhere. the outdoor parade was soso. hema looked darn serious while marching. lol. and the red cross thingy was very entertaining. mdm lum looked so proud of her red cross girls. so cute. lol. some loser sec 3s made a whole lot of noise after singing national anthem. we're bound to get scolded on weds. anyways. prize presentation in the hall was boring. although there were so many pple frm 4i up there. hoho. lost my voice while screaming for saph. she looked so serious and gave sucha brief forced smile. flora on the other hand, couldnt stop smiling. lol. yasmin too! our dear little alien was darn cute while marching. hoho. there was some dance by old folks. ms ng is veryveryvery cute, in a wacko-ish sorta way. hoho. pity she was right at the back during the dance. community singing was fun. shikin n i kept bouncing up n down. and we made a 4i train! i led. heh. but sadly mrs goh stopped us from going another round. hmms. all in all it was fun. headed straight home after school. managed to sleep for an hour plus. then got changed and went out again. whee. yesterday's one day i'll never forget. =p oh! ms jou's back in cedar. erpx. i still remember the first day of school. she nearly made the whole of 1/0 cry kae. hrmph. saw her in the art room tt day. belle and me shrieked. lol. ohh. and we felt all nostalgic when they played the 'we will get there' song. cos we used to sing it while walking out pp in sec 2. aww. remember the days..
we set out together with faith..
remember the times, so fine..
when we thought that nothing could stand in our way..sigh. i want sec 2 backk. everything abt being in sec 4 sucks.
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Date: 05 August 2004
Time: 4:26 p.m.
Subject: :) :) :) :) :) :)
-smiles- you rock. and suddenly i dun feel sick anymore. hoho. although my nose is still leaky. sniff. anyways. today was soso. geog test was fairly okay. chem was tough. plus i had to finish the test in 25mins, when the rest of the class had 40mins. ack. hmm. was damn sleepy. totally conked out during amaths. and i exhausted ashikin and melissa's supply of tissue paper. sorrryy. lol. tom's national day celebrations. ack. i'm not supposed to be celebrating. but i have no choice i guess. have to wear red n white again. prolly gonna wear wad i wore last year. which definitely cant fit me, i'm sure. =X oh wells. it's a happy happy day. and i hope tom'll be even better. hmms. ;)
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Date: 03 August 2004
Time: 4:23 p.m.
Subject: =(
aiyah now i feel like crying. wtf is wrong with me ah. some sort of emotional breakdown. tsk. i miss and need carmel here right now. =(
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Date: 03 August 2004
Time: 4:11 p.m.
Subject: i want sec 2 back.
omg. lol. was just reading all sapphire's sec 2 entries. and damn, i miss sec 2 SO much. compared to sec 3 & 4, it's like a million times better. the incident with mrs foong. the ms-jou-and-sapphire conflict. the noodle factory. ng swee seng's maths lessons. winning best class award. jogging sessions, where we would always try to cut through the classroom block. 2/0 was a great class. sigh. i miss sitting beside saph. i miss running around with her to stalk her various seniors. i miss the seats we sat at. (in front to the extreme right) and the whole incident with sapphire's ears, and ____ telling her to grow up. haha. i even miss the sec 2 version of ____. preferred things then. sighs. i miss sec 2. and i hate sec 3 & 4. heh. and if there's one friend i honestly look up to, it's sapphire. :)
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Date: 02 August 2004
Time: 4:35 p.m.
Subject: effyou
thou shalt not tell lies.
for Satan is the father of the lie.
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Date: 02 August 2004
Time: 4:02 p.m.
Subject: 02082004
today was boring. double chem lab. and mr tan flared up again. started shouting at everyone abt prelims. think teachers are very stressed. well, most of them. hmms. there was still jogging despite the slight drizzle. but i didnt have to jog as usual. grin. permanent MCs are good. everyone should go get one. heh. had quite a nice talk with jia hui during jogging. heh. mr khoo brought this other male teacher in for emaths. hoho. it was one of the funniest emath lessons ever. hema and i couldnt stop laughing. and poor qingyi got a shock. when mr lee(i think) creeped up beside her. LOL. mr khoo's leaving for reservice. wonder who'll take over him. hmms. school's boring. friday's finally coming! whee! -pinchpinch- oops. lol. =p dont want to wear red n white again. hmms. i think i miss ndp. as in, ndp2003 welcome dance. hoho. ohhh. mr goh's not our pe teacher anymore. lol. so now we only see him twice a week. belle's darn sad. so are the rest of WLMRC. hoho. i dun get the craze over mr goh. hmms. i think it's time for a layout change. or maybe i'll juz change those words under the hands on the right. cos i dont have to wait anymore. hoho. i still think carmel looks drunk down there. lol. carmelll. you have no either how much i miss you too. =(
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Date: 29 July 2004
Time: 9:10 p.m.
Subject: wahaha
Cedar girls are made of gold.
wahahaha. lookee! haha. psst. i think this pic was taken after carmel drank wine. she looks kinda drunk. dont you think so too? hoho. wad a naughty aussie girlie. muahaha. was thinking of putting up a pic of _____. but decided against it. might get into trouble. "and in second place.. CEDAR GIRLS' SECONDARY SCHOOL!"
hmms.
anyways.
sapphire's angry.
cos she says i'm going mad.
and i ask questions, and then dont listen to the answers/suggestions.
hoho.
and she actually spoke to my mom on the phone about me.
and both of them were like, "aiyah, this girl ah.. dunno wad to do with her lah."
and wads worse, both of them think i'm overly paranoid about erm.. about stuff.
erpx.
anyways.
cedarrocks-* :)
t&f 2004 was darn fun i guess.
hv to thank saph for convincing me to go.
chinese high stole our seats.
and it rained.
so we got wet.
how ungracious.
why cedar so pro?
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